Hi There

Hey -- it is me -- this is my second note. Today is Mother's Day. The weather isn't that great. No sun is here. A mentor of mine is not coming to my home today because she is out sick. Bummer. I am heading to my family's house for a short then zoom to my art studio. My soothing place or safe haven. Been thinking of which town I prefer to live in. It is not easy thou. Well I have to get going. Later, Diane

What is Life?

My life is kinda edgy. I haven't decided where to start yet. I just got home from the Cambridge hospital and my trip from DC last week. I easily get overwhelmed by many small errands. I cannot handle this easily sometimes. Today is okay because I was forced to do the bills and others otherwise I will get overwhelmed easily. It hasn't been easy because as you know I have a severe procrastinator. Even I have the ADD as well. I also have a BPD and it sucks. I will not disclose the full term. I am so shame to share this everyone. I did not chose this diagnosis. It happens to be me. Stigma is very dangerous and strong as well, especially in the Deaf Community. It is the most complicated diagnosis of all and no one wants to hang with those who have BPD. I don't want to lose my friends. Will my Deaf and Hearing friends, FB buddies, and family understand this? Probably not. Gonna sign off for now.

1/28/11 - Monday.